She was the ultimate optimist. Behind every dark cloud was a silver lining and light at the end of every tunnel.
Silent Symphonies is my debut novel – the first in a compelling trilogy. It was birthed out of my realisation that we all have this grand idea of what we think our lives will pan out to be. Whether or not we will get married, the kind of person they will be, number of kids we will have, the perfect job we will end up in, and how we will grow old and grey along side our nearest and dearest doing the things we love. We work towards our expectations, doing everything we must to ensure that by virtue of the laws of attraction we bag this customised life we have dreamed up. Life concurs in the sense that the very foundation of who we are will lead us down certain assured paths, however, life will not always co-operate. It will throw us random curve balls that will knock us for six. Within those circumstances, we will fight to fulfil what every fibre of our beings tell us is our destiny. However, life will pick us apart, breaking us down, showing us versions of ourselves we never knew existed, and slowly we will learn to accept that some paths are a must-walk, not because they are easy, but because they are assigned to us and sometimes it’s about unbecoming everything we are not to discover who we are.
#Unshakable is a state of mind
Have you heard about legally blind Jessica Gallagher – mega successful Australian Paralympic heroine? The rare disease Jessica suffers from means that her eyesight deteriorated over time. She’s unshakable! Do you think there were times when she hit rock bottom and questioned the validity of her life? Possibly. You see, I draw inspiration from stories of unshakable strength and courage such as these. My portion of sufferings may pale in comparison, however, I know what it feels like to hit rock bottom so much so that even the most basic requirement (waking up) is too much of an uphill task, too much to ask. I also know what it’s like to feel incapacitated within a situation created by unforeseen circumstances. I understand why the caged bird sings and I hear her lyrics clearly. I am familiar with feelings of hopelessness and helplessness. Having said that though, one thing I know for sure is that sometimes, rock bottom is a solid foundation. (Insert rock bottom photo here). You see, the reality of life is that we can form bonds, seek help and advice, discover people who walk the same path we do, but when it comes to the actual walking, nobody can do that for us. In the grand scheme of things, nobody can make our dreams come true. That only happens in Disney Land. It’s a human characteristic to seek validation, to depend on external influences for, happiness, fulfilment, to feel beautiful, worthy, make it all happen but the truth is that, as Jessica proves, all the power we need to be who we are destined to be exists within us already.During my process of self (re)discovery, I learnt this the hard way in many respects and have long since adopted the DIY philosophy. I learnt that people will let you down – jobs will fall short of expectations and things will go askew. Relationships will leave you in an emotional quandary and life will throw you weird arse curve balls. Your safe haven will occasionally sell out and the only thing that will make sense is your ability to decipher your own path in order to steer destiny in your favour. For me, it is right there…right there at rock bottom that the light bulb moment happens, after which I see clearly. In the depths of those cold moments of insane pain is where I learn to eliminate the words ‘I can’t’ from my mindset library to enable myself create magic moments of gold and gain. I think this is the point when amputated legs or blindness will not prevent a fabulous #TurnUp at the Paralympics, the loss of a marriage will not stop that dream, and from somewhere deep inside will erupt the courage to take a leap of faith for a dream that sometimes nobody but the dreamer can contemplate. One of the characteristics of being unshakable is to understand that in life nobody but you can save you. (Insert unshakable photo here) For me, it is at this realisation that I own my situation. I walk the walk, talk the talk, I become my own unshakable boss. This is the point at which I become my own damn super sexy superhero sporting a bright red cape. Yup. Recap – Rock bottom is a solid foundation. Unshakable is a state of mind. Sometimes you have to be your own superhero! (Insert superhero photo here)Be unshakable. Be in truth with yourself. Love yourself.Lots of love,Unshakable Sally x
On the long and winding path down memory lane, with eyes wide shut and gold glitter on my fingertips, I run my fingers through the cracks of my heart. Every crack tells it’s own story of courage and hope, of sadness and greatness. Each, intent on imparting a lesson that only the unwise would ignore.
1. To live for today and love for tomorrow is the wisdom of a fool, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.
2. Live for today. Live in such a way that our regrets are never due to carelessness, especially when it comes to matters of the heart. Think about that for a second. Got it? Carry on 😊
3. Follow your heart, but take your head along with you always. They work better as a tag team.
4. Indulge your soul in a tango for two somewhere above the metaphoric clouds. Only in the solitude of empty spaces will you hear its favourite songs.
5. You can say ‘no’ and still be a good person. In fact, somewhere down the line, you might get a ‘thank you’.
6. Sometimes a ‘no’ will turn out to be a ‘yes’ in a roundabout way, and with the benefit of hindsight. A lesson is often a blessing in disguise.
7. You cannot miss what you do not have. For the days when your temper tantrum has to do with whether your tea was stirred anti-clockwise or not, remember that it was a kettle filled with water. Electricity enabled the boiling – a luxury that some will never know in a lifetime.
8. Everybody makes mistakes. We spend a lifetime learning. It’s fair to forgive yourself for indiscretions.
9. Everyone goes through the mistake recycle stage. Life will often allow a recurring situation until you learn the lesson it’s trying to teach you.
10. Never dim your light because it’s too bright for someone else. You could buy them sunglasses, but let that light shine always.
11. May your light guide your path of truth, and be of use too. When they try to stub out your light, you have more than enough in flames to burn that bridge. Burn it!
12. Home is where the heart is. Quite often, your heart will say: ‘not here’, ‘not this’, ‘not you’…
Trust the whispers of your soul, that’s Gods voice.
These are my favourite #unshakable truths for 2016. Join me in 2017 as we figure it out together. In the meantime, may we take our glittering gold clad cracks into the new year, safe in the knowledge that for all our cracks, we are imperfectly perfect.
Be unshakable. Be in truth with yourself. Love yourself.
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It took a decade to complete my debut novel, Silent Symphonies. In that time, life happened – I emigrated to the UK, did the UK bar, got married, had two kids, got divorced and rerouted my career. As you can imagine, this is the short version. I can tell you, though, that publishing Silent Symphonies happened as part of a continuing journey of self (re)discovery, some of which I would like to share with you – my #UNSHAKABLE truths.